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the Nublar Six parents at pride

this one is for all the people without supportive parents this month. people whose parents kicked them you, shame/d your identity, misgender/ed and/or deadname/d you. people who have parents that are anything but loving, supporting, accepting, and actively affirming of who you are.
you are amazing, special, wonderful, magical, and you deserve so much better. the camp fam parents have all adopted you now, it's inescapable. they're making you warm soup and hugging you and giving you advice and booking your first pride event as you read this.
thank you @throneofrayllum for Brooklynn's dad's oc (his name is Ash and he will fistfight the homophobic people <3)
and thank you @lemedstudent2021 for translating Nadia's name into Arabic and showing me how it would be written in calligraphy! :)
[IMAGE DESCRIPTION: image shows digital art of five adults on a grey background, standing side by side. from left to right is mrs Pincus: a white woman with grey-brown hair, blue eyes and a slightly curvy build, smiling, and wearing a silver necklace with the star of David on it. she wears a dark purple shirt with a round neckline, sleeves that go down to her mid-bicep, and the words 'protect trans kids' on it (the three words are in the three colours of the trans flag; protect is blue, trans is pink, and kids is white, and each word is on a separate line) and she wears beige trousers underneath. her left arm is by her side, and her right hand is on her hip, and her nails are painted in the colours of the trans flag. she has a black bum bag/dork pouch on her left hip with (from left to right) the progress pride flag, a pale indigo badge that says: 'she/her' written in black, a gold star, and a red heart).
next to mrs Pincus and facing her, an inch or two taller than her, is Nadia Fadoula: a Middle Eastern woman with brown eyes, dark brown hair, light brown skin, an average build, and an interested expression and a soft smile on her face. she wears a gold necklace and dangly earrings (one is visible) with the rainbow pride flag on it. she wears a white t shirt with the words: 'i love my daughter and her girlfriend' on it, drawn to look hand painted. the word girlfriend is painted in the colours of the progress pride flag. she wears grey-purple trousers, and a lilac pronoun pin near her left shoulder that says: 'she/her' written in black, and she wears a navy tote bag with her name, Nadia, written in Arabic in white font. both her arms hang by her side, and her left arm is inside her bag.
next to her, several inches shorter and facing to another person, is mrs Bowman, a black woman with short, black hair, dark brown skin, a slim build, and brown eyes, whose mouth is open in a smile, as if she were talking. she wears white leggings, and a black v-neck t shirt with short sleeves that says: free mom hugs. the o in mom is a heart with the colours of the bisexual flag. her left arm is by her side, and her right arm is around the other person's waist, and her nails are painted in the colours of the bisexual flag. she wears a light blue pronoun pin pinned to her t shirt that says: 'she/her' written in black, and a small, gold hoop earring.
next to her, a few inches taller than her, is Trevor: a bald, black man with a slim build, brown skin and hazel eyes, who smiles, looking at mrs Bowman next to him. he wears a v-neck, long sleeved black t shirt with white text (the same colours as mrs Bowman's shirt) that says: free dad hugs. he wears khaki trousers, and holds a navy blue duffle bag in his left hand that has the words: you are safe with me written on the side, in rainbow font. his right hand is on mrs Bowman's left shoulder, and his nails are painted with the colours of the gay man flag. he wears a pink pronoun badge near his left shoulder that says: 'he/him' writen in black
next to him, is Ash: a white man who's significantly musclier and taller than the others, and looks to the image left, smiling at something unspecified. he has light brown hair, turquoise-green eyes (same colourations as Brooklynn) and he wears a rainbow vest that has the words in black: catch with a dad, and ripped denim shorts. he holds a small, red ball with white stripes in the pattern of a baseball ball in his right hand. he wears a black pronoun badge on his vest with the words: 'he/him' written in white.
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#NOTHING is romantic between mrs bowman and trevor (free dad hugs t shirt guy) they are best friending#bonding over the fact they're gonna become in laws in about a decade#mrs fadoula and mrs pincus however#cannot promise they are just friends...#mrs fadoula's tote bag and trevor's duffle is FULL of snacks and water bottles for the protestors#and mrs bowman is carrying a first aid kit it's canon#ive never drawn bald people before [scary /j] sorry if trevor looks weird#camp cretaceous#chaos theory#jwcc#jwct#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jurassic world chaos theory#fanart#my fanart#image description#image described#mrs bowman#mrs pincus#mrs fadoula#brooklynn jwcc dads#pride month#happy pride#lgbtq#lgbtqia#nublar six#nublar 6#camp fam
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thinking about shanks and buggy and how the love was there!!! it was there and it was clear and it was real and it was tangible and it still was not enough!!! the love was there when they grew up together and the love was there when they traveled the world together and the love was there when shanks gave up on the one piece for buggy and the love was there when shanks dived into the ocean to save buggy and the love was there when they promised to go to raftel together on their own ships and the love was there when they lived together in loguetown in the hiatus before roger died and the love was there when buggy damaged luffy's hat and the love was there still when they saw each other at marineford after two decades and shanks still trusted buggy to get the strawhat back to luffy and the love was there still, still, still, when rogers' body was cooling on the execution stand and his blood was being washed away by the rain and shanks put out his hand, palm faced up in supplication, and said "i'm not going after the one piece" and said the words he's been saying since he was a child, a plea, a prayer, "come with me buggy" and buggy who had given up on his hopes and dreams, crushed under the promise of shanks' shining future and his brilliant potential, humiliated by his cowardice and his belief in his would-be king, his friend, his brother, his shanks, slaps his hand away, closes his ears to the plea, the prayer, the devotion shanks is saying, and said "i'll never come with you!" the love was there still and it was not enough.
#smth smth they are each other's dogs#smth smth 'i love you and i always will and i'm sorry. what a useless word.'#smth smth 'me and my husband' by mitski#and also ofc the love was not enough when one of you is the golden boy and the other is just. there.#they found shanks in a treasure chest. they probably picked buggy off the streets.#and i think about what that would do to a child. watching your brother/friend/smth more constantly be better than you. watching them reach#heights you cant even possibly dream of. watching your father figures seem to favor him more. watching him get your father's symbol#watching him excel and move up and you are still stuck mediocre. and at what point do you give up on what you want? if you cannot excel#at least you can watch him do it. at least you can make him into the king you know he'll be. at least if they cannot see you at your own#person at least they will see you as part of him and that has to be better than nothing right? right? and then he gives up on the dream he#promised you. the dream your captain your father died for. the dream you thought you were gonna acheive together. and then he says#'come with me'? and what sail around the world living in his shadow? spend the rest of your life trying to get ppl to see you in his#shadow? yeah no fucking thank you. ofc you leave. there is nothing else left for you here.#and shanks genuinely cannot see this. he thinks the world of buggy. why would anyone else not see what he sees?#at a certain point love turns into suffocation.#buggy has an inferiority complex the size of zuneisha and shanks is the world's worst communicator. this was never gonna work out.#the love was there and like so often‚ it was not enough.#if yall have a diff interpretation of shuggy pls let me know in the tags/comments!!!#i love getting my heart ripped out by them#op shanks#shanks one piece#akagami no shanks#red haired shanks#buggy one piece#op buggy#buggy#shuggy#shanks x buggy#op#one piece
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crazy to me that eddie was an entirely reasonable level of frustrated at his friend acting genuinely insane and unfair and now some people are trying to stab him with knives about it.
#like i love buck and understand where he's coming from! I get it!! But come on!!!#eddie is a grown man with a child and he misses that child so so so so bad#he does not want to leave LA!! He does not fucking want to move back to El Paso!!! my man is in hell and he doesn't want any of this#but like what is he supposed to do#he doesn't want to be his father this is huge for him#he's trying to respect chris' wishes but he needs to be with his son#he cannot see any other options but to move#and now the friend who said he'd help is sabotaging his renter meetings and being passive aggressive#and breaking his promise to not tell anyone about the move#'he knows how to stay unlike some people' is an INSANE and unfair thing to say to a guy who is literally just trying to be a good dad#and is staring down the barrel of a horrible choice#also people are mad about what he said to the renters but like. A he obviously didn't know/want Buck to hear that#and B how are you seeing that as anything but Eddie desperately trying to ignore how much everything about this situation is killing him#Buck is a grown man who is lashing out and Eddie is lashing out right back because THEY LOVE EACH OTHER.#AND THEY ALREADY MISS EACH OTHER SO BAD AND THEY CAN'T JUST SAY WHAT THEY'RE REALLY FEELING YET#so they're being INSANE#but buck's actions are not beyond critique in this episode#and the thing is that buck gets this. like buck realizes he's being insane and unfair and he apologizes#and then he gets back on eddie's side and makes it all easier like he always does because he loves him#so like buck understands why eddie's saying and doing what he's saying and doing and he understands his own behavior was unfair#and we are all seeing him understand this on our tv screens but somehow some people are not getting it#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#911 spoilers
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nemona feels like an obscure blorbo instead of the main rival character from the latest pokemon game because to get to her really good content from people who really get it, you first have to wade through the ocean of yandere pervert obsessive stalker annoying punchable bimbo amazon goddess interpretations of...
... a neurodivergent and possibly disabled high schooler who's desperately trying to make any friends or get any support from her rich neglectful family - while everyone in her school is jealous of their own imagined version of a privileged asshole version of her they made up - who deeply and platonically loves and supports the one new kid who agreed to take the time to get to know and respect her and her special interest without having to hold back her true self
unlike her, it's not great!
kinda feels like she has the same problem in our world that she does in hers.
#(except much hornier)#i hate to say it but i think her skin color has something to do with it#nemona pokemon#nemona#pokemon sv#pokemon scarvio#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon#nemonaposting#dog girl and goku memes are fine i guess#i legitimately cannot google her without a video of someone being cruel to her on purpose and making her visibly sad coming up#i don't think people like that really browse these tags but i hope they're not the reason she was not in the dlc footage at all#and thus may never get more screen time to actually be her best friend's 'rival for life' as promised before the 3 year cycle marches on#you know the dlc about nemona's best friend and 'greatest treasure' transferring to a school about the hardcore battles she's dying without#potentially abandoning her and sending her back to almost square one on having a reason to enjoy life#don't get me started yelling about that again#also i didn't mean platonically in a don't ship them kind of way you should absolutely do that if it lines up with your interpretations#i usually do in fact#just trying to emphasize the contrast between canon and fanart here#opinions of her already start off so low faith just because she's from the 10 fps pokemon game and i'll be real i wish she wasn't#i wish she and her friends were somewhere i could trust that they would be treated respectfully by their copyright holders
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friend notoriously bad at videogames said shed play marvel rivals with me tomorrow chat if i never post after tomorrow night its because a blood vessel bursted
#marvel rivals#snap chats#AT LEAST WE’LL HAVE OUR OTHER FRIEND THERE BUT god.#she funny as hell she just suddenly called me and was like ‘i saw your twitter. do you wanna play marvel rivals tomorrow’#and then she proceeds to be like ‘wait so who do you main. other than magneto’ Motherfucker with a capital M#NO I SWEAR IM NOT A ONE TRICK i really like wanda hawkeye and jeff….#NO SHE SAID ONE MORE THING SHE WAS LIKE ‘wait are charles and magneto the same guy’ and she tries to Just Kidding her wait outta it#Note whenever she says Just Kidding she’s trying to cover her ass I PROMISE I WAS LIKE /KAYLA. BE SERIOUS./#and then she was like ‘who’s the friendlier one of the two’#and then i had to hit her with the Technically People Think Theyre Both Varying Degrees Of Asshole. however charles probably wont bite you#and THEN SHE WAS LIKE ‘ok well you should draw magneto surprising charles with jollibees’ AND I. NO SHE THINKS MY EXISTENCE SURROUNDS JB#AND THIS GAL HAD THE GAUL TO BE LIKE ‘oh do you know how to make it since its a big part of your culture’#i was flabbergasted frankly. ‘oh you guys really like jollibees so you know how to make it right’ i screamed#LIKE ????ISJAJSJSJSJ i cant stress the anomaly this girl is i wish you all could meet her so you understand me#AND LIKE SURE I LOVE JBS but she only ever mentions puto and jollibees to me like kayla. there is more to PH culture than that sjKakss#its really funny with the ??? shit she says i cant lie#she was all ‘oh is the winter soldier in the game ? you should play him hes cool :) and from jersey :) ok well his actor is but—‘ LIKE DKSKS#‘snap arent you being a little mean’ no trust and believe AND I HAVE WITNESSES#i have stupid amounts of stories with her. like she tried to excuse being dumb by sayin shes a capricorn#we’re literally both capricorns and she was born two days before me I Cannot. Do You Understand Me.#anyways. she said i should stream me playing rivals would anyone care about that#i kinda wanted to …. i think it’d be fun…. plus i miss streaming :(#ok byebye for now my bros almost home and i said id let him play so i could work on comms#i mean thats assuming he wants to play. if not uhhhhhhh#anyways BYE. ill tell yall how the game goes tomorrow night if i dont die of a stroke#again at least our other friend’ll be there so someone can laugh at my pain
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Unlisted/removed nathan fielder youtube videos that I still can’t find :
Weird friend / Dogpile / Nathan Fielder on Age
#on age was described in an interview article somewhere (one on that reddit nathan fielder master list post I think)#there’s also Flirt which is on the unlisted video site but I can’t find the video or the thumbnail on wayback#all the other unlisted videos on the unlisted site are findable/saved on wayback with some digging#but these…. I cannot get to them#some of them has the full page but the video itself didn’t seem to be archived#there is also a pie seller skit that one of his comedy friends described and (seems like) had the video embedded in a post on his blogspot#I promise I’m not stalking for real. but once I saw the 9 11 video I just had to spend the rest of my night digging#the real tragedy here though is that his myspace was lost in the data purge#I guarantee those cunty canadian idol era photos were all on there 😔#i do know i went down this rabbit hole in 2017 according to this blog but i don't remember what he had up at that time....
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I'm gonna bully Lif again
I'll admit, some of these answers don't cover all the bases, but. What are we thinking, here. What is The Truth behind The Twink Death? 🤨🎤
I will also be accepting write-in responses as usual 🫡
#fire emblem#feh#fe lif#fe alfonse#one answer i refuse to put on here just bc of how badly i think it would squeue results:#has exclusive access to bruno's workout routine#BUT I FEEL LIKE. IF I PUT THAT AS AN OPTION. EVERYONE WOULD PICK IT. I WOULD PICK IT IN A HEARTBEAT#some of my own notes: changing up the body modification option to be more vague#BUT. some thoughts were 'via surgery/magic' and specifying he sought it out himself#i just simplified it to look better on the poll. but the IDEA here. ESPP in the same vein as the insoles#i cannot remember where. but i feel like it's canon that alfonse has a degree of body dysmorphia?#or at very least has some insecurity about it. not being as tall as gustav/bruno (sir. you are allegedly 5'11.)#and not being as muscular as them either. i swear to god i'm not just making this up. it has to exist in SOME obscure line somewhere#or i just hallucinated that. but then again i found out one of my long-standing hcs actually had a basis IN canon#i just. forgor. so. anything is possible 💪💪💪 (this one was about alfonse/sharena/bruno being childhood friends)#badly wanted to make another undead joke but now i'm paranoid that i'm spreading misinfo#like i think The Lore is that lif and theasir were sole survivors. technically not rezzed. but like.... gah#i do gotta finish my book 3 replay. i promise i will. i'm SO close (has to do book 2 quotes first)#still the embalming accident option no elaboration is just too funny to me. cannot pass it up#ALSO. ALSO. the veggies/milk option. is mostly a joke but goes back to my hcs about#alfonse being scrawny as a kid up until he joins the order. actually starts to fill out more#when he feels inexplicably more secure. also sharena helping any way she can.#LIKE. ALL OF THESE ARE SILLY. but a lot of them have internal lore reasons. varying degrees of actual canonness#i also want each option to be compelling in some way. like what does this say about him#or what happened to him. just. in general.#THERE'S. KINDA NO GREATER PURPOSE TO THIS BTW. kinda.#it's just that whenever i think anything even vaguely related to book 3 i get the UNFATHOMABLY PROFOUND URGE#to stick a kick me note on lif's back and wait.#it's either that or just blackout horny. no in between. also the grief. i need to kill him again.
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His daddy issues and big tits have captivated me
#i promise I am normal (lies)#personal#i will be real I am thinking about a specific man and really wanted to make this post bc he's in my mind rent free#kazuma asogi#my friends are playing rn and I am just *dreamy sigh* he's in my mind#i cannot form coherent thought
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if i could see all my friends tonight
(an homage to riverdale's many friendships set to one of my favorite songs)
#got sick of waiting for this useless website to upload the video and giving me error messages even though its within the upload limits#so you guys are getting a youtube link instead i guess. sorry :/#notice how i essentially ignored season 7. that was intentional i promise you that much. this is about the riverdale i know and love#so anyways. enjoy my dumb video im sorry it's a link i tried really hard to upload it regularly but i literally cannot sit here all day#waiting for it to upload when there's a chance it isn't ever going to and just doesn't want to tell me. i need to be done with this#anyways riverdale i love you forever despite it all. goodbye to all my friends <3#also the song is all my friends by lcd soundsystem. just in case :)#riverdale#my amvs#taylor xoxo
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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Catboys 244, 245, 246
#I grossly underestimated the workload of canadas top uni. I don’t know why I thought I’d be able to keep up art easy.#and then I also make friends w a cool guy so now i get dragged around into social situations…#not that he’s sociable he just looks cool + goes along w stuff so everyone ends up wanting to hang always……….#well he may have vaped a bit too much so maybe I will gain time soon. not that that would be ideal either.#I will try my best to keep up drawing something a day I cannot promise anything being finished or good or anything.#I really just want to keep it a habit to move my hand a bit yknow. At this point.#u can yell at me if I forget.
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I am also the youngest but I am the favorite (as the one who has never gone to prison it’s not hard lmao) and I feel Pietro vibes hard but I think it’s more of “being a little fucking gremlin” that gives youngest vibes to me.
Also say the word and I’ll fight your brother for you. You’re awesome and deserve good things.
yk in retrospect any time ive hung out with people and ive been A Little Shit and i tell them im the youngest in my family they always say 'i can tell' so i think youre onto something
#snap chats#like kayla had this friend and when the three of us would hang out id be. A Menace as per usual#and one day she was just like 'do you have older siblings' and when i was like Yeah Three she was like 'that explains a lot'#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAAAAAN leave me alone ... im sorry im so funny and charming and witty ... i stole those traits from my sisters#ALSO DONT BEEF WITH MY BRO LMAO PLEASE he's the last person who deserves anything bad to happen to him i promise#theres no one in the world more deserving of good things than him i cannot stress this enough he was just being funny#i always joke about how our mom hates me so floor was open to the joke gejGELKJGELAK it was funny too. no harm done#if we should fight anyone its my mom .... why would i fight my brother when we have to deal with her together right ....#anyway congrats on not going to prison anon !!!!!! keep it up 👍#oh yeah hi i meant to be on more today but even with school over for now i still had some stuff to take care of today#and then i got tomorrow ....... busy bee i am ....#next week Officially i should be in I Can Kinda Breathe territory. i still have work but at least its just comm work and not school
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HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY TPN!!!!!!
i thought it would be fun to celebrate by redrawing the first full tpn piece i ever made! this series means so so much to me and im so grateful for it <3
original from february 2022 under the cut!
#skye's doodles#YAYAYAAAAAAAAA i finished this at like. almost exactly midnight last night <3 skye master of deadlines#i am so so happy w this looking at these pieces side by side just fills me w this sense of accomplishment. im proud of where my art is now#especially happy w the improvement in my colors n anatomy... n also using more funky shapes w my character designs#speaking of designs im really really happy w my designs for these guys especially emma and ray. skye faves get the latino beam <3#the vida was still hell i vividly remember procrastinating on those bastard flowers for a week w the old one. very happy w them though <3#anyway. im soo grateful for this community ive made some really great friends here. i love yoy#and lastly im thanking ray <3 i genuinely cannot put into words how much he has meant to me over this fixation. he is everything to me <3#the promised neverland#tpn#yakusoku no neverland#tpn emma#tpn norman#tpn ray#tpn don#tpn gilda#tpn phil#tpn conny
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play undertale play undertale play undertale play undertale play unde
girl I have sooo much missing work to do 😭
#Besides I am SUPPOSED to get trained for my new job today#Not the amc one a different one#But SOMEONE hasn’t called me to do that yet#Than after that I’m going to karaoke night at my friends coffee shop#So I literally cannot do that tonight 😭#I PROMISE I WILL SOON THO#I have a final tomorrow so maybe after that I can play it#And then just study for my last two Friday since they aren’t till next week#I PROMISE I will play it before Deltarune 3-4 comes out#And anyways in June I’ve got like a 3 day thing that has me essentially house bound so I will most definitely be able to play Deltarune the#Asks#mutual shenanigans
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Too many people are dying around me lately.
#tw venting#vent post#cw death#tw death#my stepdad has lung cancer. starting chemo soon.#my grandmother is recovering from surgery. breast cancer.#my cousins stepmother passed last friday. my uncle is dying and his closest family hasn't said whats going on. wont tell.#its so hard to be happy and want to talk to anyone lately. im sorry friends#plus my mom has a pinched nerve in her upper spine and had failed surgery for it twice now. her hands and arms are numb. her legs too#shes fighting to move at all. theres times ive woken up to her screaming because of pain and the doctors wont help her#my grandmother has been declining really fast. she doesn't remember half our family. shes getting confused and lost and easily irritated.#she cant function without my grandfather in her sight. ive been in charge of watching her days on end. im stressed#i was promised to be paid for it and my grandfather refused to actually pay me. unrelated but he threw my laptop away.#and he put my cats tree thing outside and i cant carry it back inside on my own. my cat is never allowed outside thats dangerous.#my stepdad keeps calling me pathetic for how thin i am. (87lbs)#and my relationship has been a complete mess. im stressed and struggling to find things to look forward to. im tired#im tired of being triggered and neglected and yelled at and overwhelmed. im tired of everything#my mom promised to watch a movie with me soon but every time i remind her she just says Later. its been weeks.#im burnt out and bored all the time. ive lost access to my outlets and my special interests (not mystreet. thankfully lol)#i need to get my id and a haircut. i need to dye my hair i genuinely cannot handle my natural hair it makes me dysphoric. im struggling.#im on the edge of getting kicked out of my house. if anyone sees my messy room im getting kicked out.#i need a break. a nap. idk
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this pride month, i hope every queer person currently in an abusive relationship realizes their worth and gets to live their best queer life from now on
#seeing other queer people (especially older!) in healthy relationships helped solidify the idea that hey. i do deserve better#and ik its hard to leave. especially when its your first relationship. ESPECIALLY when its your first queer relationship#but i promise there's someone out there who will actually respect you and love you as you are#and i dont just mean as a romantic partner. you also deserve to have great friends#if theres anything that helped with leaving was making actual friends who weren't linked to my ex. or even just contacting old friends#anyway. might delete this later cuz i ramble a lot hdnsns but pride month makes me kinda sad and hopeful#due to the change of not being able to go to parades or anything because of my ex. and then suddenly im involved in the queer community#and everyone was so nice and welcoming. i cannot stress enough how important connections and support are for leaving an abuser#mar rambles
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